things to come....

I'm done with my official finals as of today. It was pretty painful cause I studied alot and since both were on the same day, I didn't sleep. But I'm glad I'm done. Now I just hope I did well. We'll see about that... I had a good study partner too, a new friend so to speak. So that's pretty awesome. It sucks though cbeause it's finals week (couple days before graduation) and I met her. Sheesh, the timing is so off. But still glad about it.

So I have one more group project and a take home final to finish. I think I'll be okay. I just hope my group will follow through. *nervous* AND I am definitely getting sick because I feel it in my throat. It hurts when I swallow and I need to take meds to feel like myself.

I'm in the library right now and I hate to be emo but I am feeling it right now. I'm going to miss times like these, chilling with great company and studying hard. And even thought the library can be confined and filled with ppl who are stressed, but there's just something about it that I just can't point out. It's almost blissful, I know that sounds nerdy, but I think that is it.

Graduation and the goodbyes is so much to handle. I feel it and I'm already dreading it. I deter myself away form thinking about it or else I will feel tears well up. What am I to do?

Job searching is not moving along.. I've applied for a couple and I'm still waiting. Waiting is no fun, it's actually scary. I'm not sure what to expect and what if I don't get a response? The unexpected is just terrifying.

Things to look forward to:
- Finals being done
- Clubbing friday night
- Graduation of my friends on Sat.
- My own graduation
- Banquet
- Home
- New apt
so many things.. WOW