Feeling some doubt

To me, the inkling of doubt allows me to really consider what I want. If I even feel a little unsure about what I want, then it means that I am not serious enough about it. I really need some time to think about what it is I want and am willing to commit. I'm not even sure how I feel about it myself. I don't want to do it just because I think I should not because I want.

I really need some time...