What is there left to say?

I'm not sure what it is I'm suppose to do now...

First to start off my post, I had a GREAT birthday. Thanks to those that made it out to by shindig. I was absolutely touched and I adore each and every single one of you. I just realized that this will be the last birthday that I'll be able to celebrate with these people. So many of us are going our different ways... one of you guys is moving to new york and who knows what'll happen in another 365 days from now. But all in all, thanks for everything. I'll always hope for another birthday like that one ;)



Things have been interesting on my behalf... I'm not so into all the drama of life now. I think it's useless and a waste of time, it's time that I need to put into other aspects of my life. I know it's hard to change people so I'm changing myself. Goodbye Drama!!!

Ever since I've come to understand somethings about life ... I've always seem to question myself with the question "Why is it that people grow apart" AND "Why is it that sometimes people may not compatible at first but then slowly grow fond of each other and vice versa?" -- I'm not sure the exact answer to this question but I know one factor is that people grow up, I grow up. The things I want and need will change constantly and others as well.

I feel like the past couple of months my eyesight have been blurred AND that I was off in this fantasy land. I made people out into these great people. But it was only in my mind. People are never as nice as I make them out to be. I knew deep down that they will hurt me but why is it that I still kept them so close to me?

Home in one week~~