I wanna know..

I've always been good at reading body language. I could have swore that I didn't get this one wrong, but apparently I am cause I'm left here, hanging and wondering. I hate not having some kind of assurance when it comes to people. I know people are flakes and that more and more people have problems with commitment. I'm not saying it's a bad thing because I am a flake at times (although I try not to be). But I really just want a sign, that this is serious and that I'm not alone and that you feel the same way I do. What was that other night all about? Am I just part of your curiosity? Because if I am just a part of your curiosity, then that's just plain cruel. All I do right now is I think about your smile and the way you had held me. What am I suppose to do with that now? Store it away and never think about you again? =.(