Merry x'mas!

Happy Holidays everyone!

It has definitely been almost 2 weeks since i wrote anything in here. The trip back home has been sufficient and it definitely gave me some time to think about things. I feel like my life has been tossed upside down. The things that use to make sense to me or the people that use to comfort me has loss its affect. I'm just a bit confused...

But amidst the confusion, the simplicity of the people around me and the genuine heart of the people around me still touches me. I guess there's not going to be a real answer because there are TOOO many questions and it's an endless search. The only thing that will keep me sane is probably the simplicity that still moves me.

Anyways... I'm still me -- just with more things I need to figure out.