So instead of this weekend working out like what I wanted too, it didn't. But that's okay because what I realized this weekend was far more worthy than anything. I realized that I really really need to learn to be me. I know it sounds complicated... but if you knew me and what has been going on in my life, I think you would really understand. My friend reminded me of this and I think in a way, I'm trying toooooo hard to make things happen. I don't know why I am so eager --- and I don't why I thought I'd be different this time around? In a way I think I just need to let things happen. I think everything will fall into place when I am good and ready. I guess I just didn't fully understand that concept till now. But that's okay, better late than never I guess.

So this weekend, instead of going out to party like I usually do (and I shouldn't cause it's taking a big toll on my body) -- I went to the theaters and caught up on two movies that I really wanted to watch. First one was "Zodiac" and the second was "300". Both movies were REALLY good. The plot was intriguing for "Zodiac" and for "300" -- well that movie was just intense. I love everything about it. I guess the trouble I went through to watch that movie was definitely worth my while. :D Everyone should definitely check it out when they can!

So I'm going home again in one week... Feels like I just went home? Haha, all good though cause I could use some TLC from some familiar faces. At times being out on my own can seem so tiring, strange, unfamiliar, and just plain scary. So it's good that I'm going home.