Disappointed

It's so hard to tell the genuiness of people these days. If I'm nice to someone -- is that intial reaction their true reaction? I'm just a little bit disappointed in huamnity. I don't really know what it takes to have someone to be nice in return. I don't understand why people sometimes mistake "nice-ness" as having a motive? Why can't nice-ness just be plain nice-ness?

I just find life a bit easier to come by when I'm nice. I don't want to be a b*tch because I then find life soooooo disappointing and sad. Recently I've just been finding it hard to be "nice" -- it's almost as if there's no point anymore. I'm so disappointed.