one of those days...

So oddly enough, we had a blackout last night. What scared me the most was that norcal had a blackout too!! My mom called me all scared asking me if terrorist had attacked. It wasn't the thought of terrorist that had scared me but rather the fact that my mom was scared, scared me. I'm glad it was nothing...

I think I'm an emotional person. I think most ppl know me as that. It's not that I like it when I'm emotional, actally I hate it. But it is who I am even when I don't want to be. I hate how my emotions get in my way of my day to day. I have a lot of stuff to get done, yet I'm always boggled down things random nonesense. Sometimes I just want to shut myself down. I want to just cover myself up so that the whole world won't see me, moreorless have an affect on me.

It's one of those days....