Those darn lingering thoughts... I think one of my weaknesses is that I tend to linger on the past alot, specifically the people in my past. I have a hard time moving on so to speak .., it's been one of the major things I've been trying to change since college. I think I've come a longgg way, but I still am constantly working on it. Today, while studying, a feeling of missing a certain someone overwhelmed me. I realized that no matter how much I miss this person, our paths will never cross (I won't ever see this person again nor will any conversation take place). In a way, the bridge was burned. It wasn't intentional (like some relationships), but this one I know will never be again. It made me extremely sad and what's worse is that I miss this person SO SO SO much... Usually I try really hard not to burn any bridges in my life. No matter how bad things was I still figure that this person was once important to me (some may have been the love of my life at a certain period of my life) and it's not nice of me to lose sight of that. So even if there is some kind of misunderstanding or break-up, I tend to not let that be the center of it all. In any relationship, there's always much more than that...! But today, the one relationship I failed to maintain in any way came crawling back to me. I was soooo bummed and all I really wanted to do at that point was to pick my car keys and drive to this person.